Mr. Absent

I have once again been absent from class. Selinger will be pissed, she will go through the same routine of telling me how bad i am and confuseing trials and tribulations, and ant the end she will say that she wants me to be apart of her class and how she has faith in my mind…or some bullshit like that. I Don’t understand why she feels that she can change me or my absentses. Dosent she know the reason i have been absent from her class today was because of her “island Diary” It is worth 48 points. Whitch is ALOT. And this will affect my grade dramaticly, most likely to an F or an G. My grades are as follows

F

D

D+

D

D

B+

I have a D in her class. And I am going to have an F now. I have the I search coming up and I should be here for all of it. I don’t know why I even stayed today i thought that i coud make up the island diary and it was a complete and i mean complete failure. I just had a real bad week this week. I was out with some people and I didin’t come home to study or work on essays so that just keept adding up. I am totaly fucking up this year, i want to do something with my life but I just dont think, no…i donn’t know if i should get into independant study I thik this would be better. But I don’t want to stay in my house and do it because my house sucks. With one room i’ll probly get cluster phobic