I have once again been absent from class. Selinger will be pissed, she will go through the same routine of telling me how bad i am and confuseing trials and tribulations, and ant the end she will say that she wants me to be apart of her class and how she has faith in my mind…or some bullshit like that. I Don’t understand why she feels that she can change me or my absentses. Dosent she know the reason i have been absent from her class today was because of her “island Diary” It is worth 48 points. Whitch is ALOT. And this will affect my grade dramaticly, most likely to an F or an G. My grades are as follows

F

D

D+

D

D

B+

I have a D in her class. And I am going to have an F now. I have the I search coming up and I should be here for all of it. I don’t know why I even stayed today i thought that i coud make up the island diary and it was a complete and i mean complete failure. I just had a real bad week this week. I was out with some people and I didin’t come home to study or work on essays so that just keept adding up. I am totaly fucking up this year, i want to do something with my life but I just dont think, no…i donn’t know if i should get into independant study I thik this would be better. But I don’t want to stay in my house and do it because my house sucks. With one room i’ll probly get cluster phobic

“Lately it has just been hard to get up in the morning. Sometimes we can only wish that things (I would replace “things” with life but I may sound illiberal.) get better.

In the previous weeks I found out allot about who I am planing to be. I had a project called the “I search” that I have just completted a week ago,  any ways I started searching my career path and found that I started leaning twards the music production world. I feel that many people put of a front in different light, sort-of-speak, and not realy expressive like they used to be. I find that rappers like 50 Cent, and many others  decide to be….” (The post was never finished, I found it in drafts and thounght I should put it up!)

Man, talk about on edge…

I dislocated my shoulder and have had the hardest week, it’s a he’ll of a week. I was in the hospital for a denial dislocation (bassically that means that I can’t pop the arm in myself) and it hurt like a bitch!;-) ( a good bich tho.. They gave me vikes!!whoohoo!)

Friday morning and even though I seen to allwase write about shit allwase happening, today is going to be a long day. An aqutance of mine Busta started acting like some pussy last night , ranting,and haveing little tantrums.. Funney, but let me stet from scrach…

Ms boo called me and was trying to find something to to today (eariler on that day) and he was going to hit me back when he was going to be out of the Huss but instead he was acting like a little bitch and was liking it with His boi .. Anyway I was at this fools hous right and he was actin cool at first but I had never realy met his other half, his high half. I guess you live and learn but …wuditdo…yadadaa fizzle meh?! Haha
But the side gave me a couple of his games and wanted me to take them to get money and I only got 20$ for the whole thing and he was haveing a litjle tantrum… Fuck him! His house was simmilar to this beautyfull one below:

Yea.. I’ll be posting more later